Thursday, March 01, 2012

Ek urdu kahaani ..... Chor khatt


                                 Woh lafanga inhin charoun mein se koi ek tha , kafi soch vichaar ke baad main is nateeje per pahunchi thi ke mujhe pehli fursat mein koi bada qadam uthana chahiye. Agar maine dheel de di to is kamine ka hausla badh jayega aur mere liye haalaat sambhalna mushkil ho jayega. Lekin abhi tak main apne mujrim ke hawaale se uljhan ka shikaar thi. Main faisla nahi kar pa rahi thi ke woh in charoun mein se kaun khabees hai jisne meri naak mein dum kar rakha hai. woh chaaroun hi ek hall mein baithte the, aur mera kamra us hall ke ek koney mein tha . Kamra kya tha , bus ek chota sa cabin tha. Lakdi ke frame jodkar usey kamre ki shakal de di gayi thi. Is cabin mein mere alawa Anila baithti thi. Magar main aesi jagah baithti thi ke vahaan se hall mein maujood sirf do logon ko dekh sakti thi yani Arif aur Shehzaad saahab ko.

                                      Anila ki meiz se vo chaaron aasaani se nazar aa sakte the. Nizami saahab aur baabar ali ki meizein mujhe dikhayi nahi deiti thi. Hall mein baithne wale charoun logon mein ek ajeeb Sa farq paya jata tha --Arif ki umr lagbhag 27 saal ki rahi hogi. Usne king size moochein paal rakhi thi magar daadhi mundvaata tha. Shehzaad sahab 40-45 saal ke ek daadhi wale shaqs the. Baabar ali gol chehre wala ek cleanshave shaqs tha jo waqaiyi smart tha jabki Nizami sahab bhaari bharkam jism ke malik the. Unki umr ka andaaza 50 ke qareeb lagaaya ja sakta tha. Unke chehre per daadhi to maujood thi magar moochein ghaayab. 
    
                                Ye ek shipping company ka daftar tha. Lamba, sehatmand Arif ,Dubla patla Baabar ali aur Shehzad sahab ka shumaar clerks mein hota tha jabki Nizami saahab STAR SHIPPING COMPANY  ke accountant aur cashier the. Shehzad saahab is company ke purane dost the aur company ke malik Tajammul hussain unka
bahut khayaal rakhte the. Tajammul saahab ke baad shehzad saahab bahut se muamlaat ko malikana andaaz mein dekhte the. Jis tarah in charoun ke huliye mein farq tha usi tarah unke kaam per aane ke waqt mein bhi kafi farq tha. Arif ki duty 9 to 5 ki thi ,,Baabar ali 10 to 6 aate the. Shehzad saahab bhi dus se 6 baje tak kaam karte the,, jabke nizaami sahab 11 se 8 baje tak daftar mein moujood rehte the. Typist Anila bhi 9 to 5 aati thi. Lekin kabhi kabhi kaam zyada hone per 5.30 tak ruk jati thi. Aur main yaani Saiqa 10 se 5 baje ki duty deiti thi. Main Tajammul saahab ki secretary ke taur per kaam karti thi. Iske alaawa phone sunna bhi meri zimadari thi, albatta main jis waqt Boss ke kamre mein dictation le rahi hoti thi us dauraan phone Anila Attend karti thi. 








          Hamare Boss ke aane ka koi waqt muqarrar nahi tha. Aam taur per vo kisi bhi waqt aa jate the aur phir kaam hone per deir tak daftar mein rukte the. Jab kabhi vo jaldi uth jate to mujhe apni gaadi mein drop kar deite. Kahani ko aage badhane se pehle main apne bare mein short mein aapko batati chaloon, jaisa ki maine bataya mera naam Saiqa hai main west garden ke ek flat mein rehti hun.       Hamari family mein sirf teen  log hain yani main,  meri ammi aur mera chota bhai Rehan. Rehan ki umr 11 saal aur vo 5th class ka student tha. Ammi dame ki mareeza thi jab tak abbu zinda rahe hamein har tarah ki aasani rahi. Abbu ki maut ke baad mujhe maidaan mein nikalna pada. Maine graduation ke baad computer courses ke sath sath shorthand mein bhi mahaarat haasil kar li thi. Shakal surat ki bhi achchi thi balki bahuton se achchi thi . Chunaanche job ke liye mujhe dhakke nahi khane pade.

               Tajammul sahab ne mera interview liya aur mujhe kaam per rakh liya. Allah ka shukr hai ke Abbu ne apni zindagi mein vo flat khareed liya tha jis mein hum reh rahe the. Mujhe daftar se itni tankhawah mil jati thi ke hum aasani se guzaara kar sakein . Us waqt meri umr 22 saal thi. Maine apni kahani ke shuru mein likha hai ke vo lafanga inhin charoun mein se koi ek tha , huwa yun tha ke STAR SHIPPING COMPANY join kiye abhi ek hafta hi hua tha ki meri meiz ki nichli daraaz se ek khat nikla, jisne meri zindagi mein halchal macha di. Us daraaz mein tala nahi tha aur usmein sade kaghaz rakhe hote the. Us roz bhi main roz ki tarah daftar pahunchi thi. Ek saada kaghaz nikaalne k liye jab maine maiz ki draaz kholi to kaghzaat ke ooper ek gulabi lifafa dekh kar hairaan reh gayi. Wo chote size ka ek khoobsurat lifafa tha- jiske kone per nanha sa phool print tha. Aese lifaafe aam taur per shadi byah mein dahwat dene ke liye istehmaal kiye jate hain. Lifaafe par kisi ka naam pata nahi likha tha. Lekin meri meiz ki daraaz mein uski maujoodgi yahi zahir karti thi ke wo khat mere liye tha pehle maine socha ke is lifafe ke baare mein Anila se poochon kyunki wo mujhse ek ghanta pehle daftar aati hai , phir kuch sochne ke baad apna khayaal badal liya aur lifafa khol kar padhne lagi.

                                     


Khat ki pehli satar se zaahir ho gaya ki wo mere liye hi tha mujhe mukhatib karte huway likha gaya tha. SAIQA JI AADAAB, baghair ijaazat mukhatib kar raha hoon iske liye muafi chahta hoon, main majboor hoon apne dil ke hathon maine lakh koshish ki apne jazbaat aur ehsaasaat ko qabu mein rakhoon lekin mujhe kaamyabi nahi mili , so intehaayi majboori ke aalam mein apna hal-e-dil aapke samne bayaan kar raha hoon. Saiqa ji ! Aapko is daftar mein aaye abhi zyada arsa nahi huwa .Mera khayaal hai zyada se zyada ek hafta hua hoga maine bmushkil paanch roz aapko dekha hoga, lekin ye dekhna hi mere liye qyamat ban gaya hai. Mera dil dhadakta to pehle bhi tha magar ab usey dhadkane ki wajah Mahloom ho gayi hai. Main mehsoos karne laga hoon ke ab se pehle ki zindagi maine bekaar ganvayi hai, main khule dil se qabool karta hoon ke aap behad khoobsurat hain lekin mujhe aapki jis cheez ne muttasir kiya wo aapki khoob seerti hai. Chand roz mein hi aapke rakh rakhaav aur ahla akhlaaq se andaza laga liya hai ke aap ek bawaqar shaqsiyat ki malik hain . Aapko dekhte hi mujhe yaqeen ho gaya ke aap hi wo shaqsiyat hain jiski mujhe talaash thi. Maine koshish ki hai ke ye peghaam sirf aur sirf  Aap hi ke haath lage aar mujhe yaqeen hai aap is bebaaki ka jawab zaroor deingi. Aap yaqin manein mujhe aapse mohabbat ho gayi hai. Sacchi , khari aur atoot mohabat. 
                                                           
                                                                      Aap isey meri diwangi samjhein ya jo bhi naam dein maine apna dil cheer kar aapke samne rakh diya hai. Mera aap per koi zor nahi hai main aapko majboor nahi karoonga ki mohabbat ke jawab mein aap bhi mujhse mohabbat karne lage . Mohabbat to ek fitri jazba hai jo khud-bkhud dilon mein janam leta hai aur rooh ko sarshar kar deta hai Mujhe apni is tehreer per koi sharmindagi nahi albatta agar aapko mere dil ki aawaaz se koi nagawaari guzri ho to main ek martaba phir tahe dil se muafi chahoonga. Haan ! Ek baat to bataana hi bhool gaya maine khat mein kahin apna naam nahi likha, aap kaise samjheingi ke main kaun hoon ? Aap ye samjhein ke filhaal main apna naam zahir nahi karna chahta agar is khat ka jawab mujhe positive milega to main khulkar aapke samne aa jaounga doosri surat mein parde ke peeche rehkar aapko chahta rahunga Main aapko ek jagah bata raha hoon, hall ki mashraqi dewaar ke sath washroom hai maine note kiya hai ke aap din mein do teen martaba zaroor washroom jati hain. Washroom ke darwaze ki left side ki taraf kuch racks bane hain aap jawab likh kar ek kone mein rakh dein main mauqa pakar wahan se khat utha loonga. Aapse ek aakhri darkhawast hai ke padhne ke baad is khat ko phaad dalain aur meri koi baat buri lage to mujhe peshagi muaaf kar dein . FAQT - AAPKI MOHABBAT MEIN GIRAFTAAR 

                                                                      Maine is khat ko do martaba padha aur har baar mujhe us Mr. Gumnam per behad ghussa aaya. Maine ek do baar nigah uthakar samne hall mein dekha aur har bar meri nazar Arif ki nazar se takrayi thi. Mere cabin ke bilkul samne shamaal ki dewaar ke sath Shehzad saahab ki seat thi . Wo apne kaam mein magan the . Shehzad sahab bhi meri tarah subah 10 baje hi daftar pahunche the. Waise mujhe unse aesi harkat ki umeed bhi nahi thi . Babar ali ki meiz jahan dono diwaarein milti thi vahan thi aur Nizami sahab theek maghrabi dewaar ke sath baithte the . Ye dono mere cabin se nazar aate the. Per mera dhehan baar baar Arif ki taraf ja raha tha. Maine aksar usey khud ko ghoorte huye dekha tha. 


           Uski kingsize moochein agarche us per bhali dikhayi deiti thi lekin mujhe uska ghoorna ek aankh nahi bhata tha. Main jitna ghaur karti utna hi mera shak Arif ki taraf jata. Lekin Mr. Gumnam ki hidayat ke khilaaf maine is love letter ko destroy karne ki bajai apne pass mehfooz kar liya. Main dekhna Chahti thi ke aage kya hota hai. Haan, maine ye ehtiyaat zaroor barti ke is khat ke bare mein kisi se kuch nahi kaha . Daftar join kiye abhi chand roz hi huye the. Kisi se bhi meri betakallufi nahi huyi thi. Anila se bhi rasmi dua salam hoti thi Aur ammi se to main is silsile mein koi baat kar hi nahi sakti thi. Wo fouran hi order kar deiti ki pehli fursat mein naukri chod do jahan is qisam ki ishqia khattbaazi hoti hai. 


           Us roz, roz ki tarah maine apna kaam kiya . Apni kisi baat se zahir nahi hone diya ke main kisi tension mein hoon 
Magar haqiqat ye thi ki is khat ne mujhe hilakar rakh diya tha. Na chahte huye bhi kayi baar gair iradi taur per main Arif ki taraf dekha tha aur zyadatar usey apni taraf hi dekhte paya tha jisse mera zehan sochne per majboor hone laga ke Arif hi ho sakta hai.
    
        Chand roz khairiat se guzar gaye. Maine vo gulabi lifafa apne ghar mein ek kitaab mein hifaazat se rakh diya. Ammi apni beemari ke hathon majboor thi aur padhne likhne se unhein koi khaas lagaav nahi tha aur na hi Rehan meri kitabon mein Hath marta tha isliye main muttmayin thi ke is khat ko koi nahi chedega. Main daftar jati rahi. Har guzarte din ke sath mere Boss tajammul hussain ka aetmaad mujh per badhta hi ja raha tha.

                Aur ab to yahan tak kehne lage the ki agar mujhe kisi cheez ki zaroorat ho to main bedhak keh daaloon. Aesi koi baat thi hi nahi isliye maine unka sirf shukriya ada kar diya. Pehle khat ke theek dus roz baad mujhe doosra khat mila. Mila kya, vahin usi jagah meri meiz ki teesri daraaz mein rakha hua mila. Ek baat to pakki thi ki ye kisi aese shaqs ki harkat thi jo subah mujhse pehle daftar pahunchta ho. Aur aese sirf teen log the, Arif, Anila aur chapdasi shamshad khan. Anila aur Arif lag bhag 9 baje aate the jabki shamshad aath sawa aath baje.

          Maine zyada betabi nahi dikhayi aur khat ko usi waqt padhne ki bajaye apne purse mein rakh liya. Maine is khat ko ghar jakar aaram se padhne ka irada kiya aur poora din poori tawajjo se apne kaam niptati rahi. Sham ko ghar pahunchi fresh hone ke baad chai banakar khud bhi pi aur Rehan aur ammi ko bhi pilayi. Is kaam se farig hokar main apne kamre mein aayi aur vo khat purse se nikaala. Gulaabi lifafa phaada aur khat ko padhna shuru kiya. 

          SAIKA JI AADAAB, mujhe yakqeen hai aapne mera pehla khat padh liya hoga. Na sirf padha hoga balki aapne to uska jawaab bhi likh diya hoga. Magar aurat ki fitri sharm aade aa rahi hai. Maine aapko jawaabi khat lifafe mein band karte dekha hai. Aapne safeid lifafe ko tape lagakar band kiya tha Magar racks per rakhne ki himmat khud mein paida na kar sakin aur main intzaar hi karta reh gaya. Khair koi baat nahi. Shuru shuru mein to aesa hota hi hai. 

            Mere liye yahi khushnasibi ki baat hai ki aapne mujhe tavajjo ke layak samjha aur mere dili jazbaat ki kadar ki. Aapne mere khat ka jawab likhkar mere armano ko thandak pahunchayi hai iske liye main aapka ehsaanmand hoon. Aapne mere khat ka jawab likhkar lifafe mein band to kar hi diya hai ek na ek din vo jawab mujh tak to pahunch hi jayega. Ab dekhna ye hai ke aapke kadmo mein kab hausla paida hota hai aur aap apne cabin se washroom tak ka safar kab taiy karti hain.

            Sorry Saika ji ! Aap washroom tak to rozana teen martaba aati hi hain. Main to us safar ki baat kar raha tha jab aap mere khat ka jawab deewar mein lage racks per rakhne ke liye kadam uthayeingi. Mujhe ummeed hai aapne mera pehla khat destroy kar diya hoga. Barai meharbani is khat ko bhi padhne ke baad phaad daalein. Main aapka ehsaan zindagi bhar Yaad rakhoounga. FAKAT AAPKI MOHABBAT MEIN BECHAIN..

                             Main khat padhne ke baad tilmilakar reh gayi. Mr. Gumnam ne meri khamoshi se hausla paya tha. Mujhe reh reh kar is namuraad per gussa aa raha tha. Jab bhi uske bare mein sochti to mere zehan mein Arif ka chehra aa jata. Ab mujhe yaqeen hone laga tha ki ye cheep harkat usi lafange ki hai magar main baghair kisi suboot ke uske khilaaf kuch kar nahi sakti thi kyunki Mr. Gumnan se ye saabit karna mumkin nahi tha ki vo shaqs Arif hi hoga. Is khat mein Mr gumnam ne ek dilchasp baat kahi thi usne bahut yaqeen se kaha tha ki maine uske khat ka jawab ek safaied lifafe mein band karke usey tape se chipkaya hai. Iska matlab hai vo naamaloom shaqs meri ek ek harkat per nazar rakhe huye tha. 

                           Maine 2 roz pehle wakayi ek safaid lifafe ko tape se band kiya tha lekin vo Mr. Gumnam ke khat ka jawab nahi tha balki vo meri jobless saheli ka C.V. tha jiski naukri ke liye main un dino koshishien kar rahi thi. Meri mohabbat ke daawedaar is Mr. Gumnam ko Safeid lifafe se galatfehmi ho gayi thi vo ye samjha tha ke us lifafe mein maine uske liye uska jawab likha hai per usey racks tak rakhne ki himmat nahi kar pa rahi hoon. Maine is khat ko bhi pehlewale khat ke sath mehfooz kar liya aur sochne lagi ke Mr. Gumnam in chaaron mein se kaun ho sakta hai. Nizami sahab kareeb 50 saal ke the aur bachon ki shadiyan karke nana aur dada bhi ban chuke the. Vo namaazi parheizgaar shaqs the aur zyadatar khamosh hi rehte the. Aaj tak unse meri kabhi direct *Baat nahi huyi thi. Vo apne kaam se kaam rakhte the. Aese sanjeeda aur buzurg shaqs per shaq nahi kiya ja sakta tha. Baabar ali ki shadi ko teen mahine huye the yaani ke vo naye navele dulha the. Is shaqs se bhi aese prem patr ki ummeed nahi ki ja sakti thi. Shehzad sahab is daftar ke senior aur Boss ke bahut kareebi sathi the. Boss shehzad sahab per andha ehatmaad karte the aur company ke khaas muaamlaat mein bhi unse mashvara karte the. Vo bhi bahut shareef insan the aur is qisam ki ghatiya Harkat kar hi nahi sakte the. Ab jaakar taan Arif per hi toot ti thi. 

                           Ek wohi aisa shaqs nazar aa raha tha jo ishq ladaane ki koshish kar sakta tha. Arif ghair shadishuda tha. Uski umer 27 saal ke qareeb thi. vaise ek baat ka mujhe ehtraaf hai ke Arif ne abhi tak mere sath koi ouchi harkat nahi ki thi per haalaat aur waqeyaat usey mera mujrim zahir kar rahe the. Vo mujhe mujrim jaisa nazar to aa raha tha magar uska jurm Saabit nahi kar sakti thi. Aap isey meri majboori ya bebasi keh lein. Beharhaal main is position mein nahi thi ki us per khullam khulla ilzaam rakh doon. Agle roz main apne waqt per daftar pahunchi aur apne kaam mein lag gayi. Zehan chuunki Arif ki taraf shak se bhara tha isliye reh reh kar uski taraf dekh leiti aur wo aksar mujhe meri taraf dekhta hua dikhayi deita. Main apne kisi amal ya harkat se ye zahir nahi hone deina chahti thi ki aajkal main kisi aazmaiesh mein giraftaar hoon. Khaastaur se tajammul hussain ko main is muaamle ki hawa tak lagne nahi deina chahti thi. Meri naukri ab doosre maah mein daakhil ho chuki thi aur main nahi chahti thi ki meri jaan se mutaliq koi jhoothi sachchi kahani daftar mein mash'hoor ho. Aam taur per aesi ladkiyon ko pehli fursat mein chalta kar diya jata hai isliye main kafi mohtaat thi.  Teen roz baad teesra gulabi lifafa mera muntzir tha. Main roz ki tarah daftar pahunchi aur maine sabse pehle apni meiz ki nichli daraaz kholi.

              Ab ye meri roz ki aadat si ban gayi thi ki seat sambhalte hi main sabse pehle teesri daraaz ko khol kar dekhti thi. Aaj bhi vahan gulabi lifafa moujood tha. Maine Anila se Hi hello karne ke baad apne meiz ki setting ki aur vo lifafa kholkar padhne lagi ke mere aashiq e naamurad ne kya likha hai SAIQA JAAN, AADAB ! Aap agar bura na maanein to main aapko Saiqa jaan kehkar mukhatib karoon. Oh ! Main bhi kitna bevaqoof hoon aapse ijaazat bhi talab kar raha hoon. Aapki naaraazgi ka bhi mujhe khayaal hai iske baavjood bhi maine is khat ki shuruaat Saiqa jaan se kar di hai. Hai na ye himaqat ki baat. SAIQA JAAN, mohabbat mein insan kabhi kabhi aesi hi aehmakaana harkatein kar jata hai. Aap meri mohabbat ka andaza nahi laga sakti. SAIQA JI main josh-e-jazbaat mein shayad kuch zyada hi behak gaya hoon kya karoon aapse mukhatib hokar main beiikhtiyar ho jata hoon. Haalanke ye khat maine ek khaas baat ke liye likha tha magar bekhayali aur khushi mein na jane kahaan se kahaan nikal gaya. Main is gustakhi ki muafi chahta hoon aur asal maqsad ki taraf aata hoon. SAIQA JAAN ! agar aap mere khat ka jawab racks ke ooper rakhne mein koi dushwari mehsoos kar rahi hain to is mushkil ke hal ke liye mere pas ek idea hai aur yahi batane ke liye maine ye khat likha hai. Aap aesa karein , jawab-e-khat ko aap apni usi daraaz mein rakh dein jahaan aapko mere khat pade huye milte hain. Main koi munasib mauqa dekh kar aapki ghair moujoodgi mein vahaan se khat utha loonga. Aap befikr rahein meri is karvahi ka kisi ko pata nahi chal sakega. Main hath paanv bacha kar kaam karne ka aadi hoon. FAQT AAPKI MOHABBAT MEIN SARSHAAR. . . 

         Vo din daftar mein jaise taise guzara aur  Chutti ke baad seedhi ghar aa gayi. Ammi se zikr karna fuzool tha aur Rehan ki umar aesi baaton ko samajhne aur aese muaamlaat ko suljhane ki nahi thi. Vaise bhi aese masle bhaiyon se discuss nahi kiye jate. Ab jo bhi karna tha mujhe hi karna tha. Main is masle ko apne Boss ke samne bhi rakh sakti thi magar phir sawaal yahi uthta tha ki ye kaise saabit kiya jaye ki vo tamaam khat Arif ne likhe the. Sochte sochte mujhe ek tarkeeb soojh hi gayi . Aakhri khat mein, mere naamaaloom aashiq ne 
Mashwara diya tha ke khat ka jawab main apne meiz ki daraaz mein hi rakh doon vo khud hi mouqa dekh kar khat vahan se le lega yaani chooha khud hi choohe-daan ki taraf badh raha tha. Mere zehan mein khayaal aaya ke agar main dor dheeli kar doon to is gumnam aashiq ka pata lagaya ja sakta hai.
                             
                   Main agar ek khali band lifafe ko chare ki tarah istemaal karoon to shikar zaroor us per mooh marega aur isi sunehare mauqe per usey parde ke peeche se kheench kar saamne laya ja sakta hai. Maine chor ko trap Karne ka faisla kiya aur iitminaan ki neend so gayi. Agle roz daftar mein apne routine ke kaam niptaati rahi. Iske sath hi ek kaam maine kiya, maine band safeid lifafe ko uthakar ulat-palat kar dekha. Main Arif ko apni is harkat se jata deina chahti thi ki aaj main jawaabi khat daraaz mein zaroor rakhoongi. Usne ek do baar mere hath mein band lifafa dekha bhi lekin usne koi khaas dhyaan nahi diya. Mumkin hai vo chehre se apne dili jazbaat ko zahir na karne deina chahta ho.Maine apne programme ke mutabiq chutti se aadha ghanta pehle safeid lifafa apni meiz ki teesri daraaz mein kaghzaat ke ooper rakh diya aur khud ko kaam mein masroof zahir karne lagi. Theek 5 baje Arif apni meiz se uthkar khada ho gaya. Usne hall mein mojood apne tamaam saathiyon se hath milaya phir hamare cabin ke pas se guzarte huye roz ki tarah humein bhi khuda hafiz kaha aur daftar se bahar nikal gaya. Main umeed kar rahi thi ki wo aaj jate waqt kisi qisam ka ishara de lekin aesi koi Baat samne nahi aayi. Usse mujhe khat mein likhi Mr. Gumnam ki ek baat yaad aayi ke wo hath paanv bacha kar kaam karta hai.

            Paanch bajkar paanch minute per maine Boss se rukhsat ki ijaazat li aur apna purse uthakar khadi ho gayi. Us waqt Anila typewriter per koi letter type kar rahi thi . Wo hamesha chehre se bore dikhayi deiti thi. Maine poocha, "chal nahi rahi ho Anila ? " wo wallclock dekhte huye boli, "abhi thodi deir aur lagegi." Maine kaha, "tumhari chutti ka waqt to ho gaya." 
To usne kaha ki clerks ki chutti kaam se bandhi hoti hai. Iska matlab hai tum aaj deir tak rukogi maine ussey jab aesa kaha to usney apni meiz per padi dheiron files ki taraf ishara karke kaha ki aur koi chara bhi nahi hai rukna padega hi Per main ye sab kaam aaj hi khatam karnewali nahi mujhe to bus 2 ya 3 letters type karne hain phir chali jaaoungi baaqi subah dekha jayega agar tum 15 minute ruk jao to ek sath hi hum dono nikalte hain. Maine kaha ki na baba pehle hi paanch minute late ho Ab aur nahi ruk sakti ,ghar per ammi wait kar rahi hongi. Anila ne kaha Tumhari marzi . Jab main ghar pahunchi to kafi muttmayin thi ke maine apne mansoobe ke pehle hisse per amal kar diya hai. Dusre hisse per subah amal karne ka irada tha. Maine soch liya tha ki kal subah bahut jaldi daftar pahunch jaungi aur kahin chup kar khat ke chor ko dekhoongi. Doosre roz main kafi pehle daftar pahunch gayi. Us waqt 8 hi baje the. Chapdasi Shamshad khan jo sawa 8 ya 8 baje daftar kholta tha mujhe itni Subah daftar mein dekh kar hairan reh gaya. Preshani bhare lehje mein bola," Madam khairiat to hai na aap itni subah!! Maine usey tassali dete huye kaha sab khairiat hai baba main ek behad zaroori kaam se aayi hoon aur wo zaroori kaam main saahab ke kamre mein baith ke karoongi. Sath hi maine usey takeed bhi kar di ke main nahi chahti ke mujhe kaam mein koi disturb kare isliye main saahab ke kamre mein houn, ye baat kisi se na kahein. Wo sir hilakar zor se bola aap befikar raho madam.

                     Main uske yaqeen Dilane per Boss ke kamre mein daakhil ho gayi aur darwaza andar se band kar liya. Tajammul sahab ke kamre ki ek khidki hamare cabin ki taraf khulti thi jis per parda pada rehta tha. Paune 9 baj chuke the main betaabi se zara sa parda hata kar intzaar karne lagi. 9 baje pahunchne walon mein 2 log the Anila aur Arif aur mujhe khaas taur per Arif ke aane ka intzaar tha. Kehte hain intzaar ka ek lamha bhi sadiyon per bhari hota hai aaj is baat ka ehsaas hua. Theek 9 baje Arif daftar mein daakhil hua Usne ek uchatti si nigah mere cabin per dali aur apni seat ki taraf badh gaya. Main us waqt khidki ke jis kone mein aankhein lagaye khadi thi vahan se  Arif aur uski seat Dikhayi nahi deiti thi. Arif ko dekhne ke liye mujhe parda thoda aur sarkana padta aur ye risk main le nahi sakti thi. Is tarah mumkin tha meri chori nazar aa jati aur mera plan fail ho jata. Main saans roke un lamhaat ka intzaar kar rahi thi jab Arif mere cabin mein dakhil hokar meri meiz se safeid lifafa le jata. 9 bajkar 10 minute ho gaye lekin koi natija nahi nikla. Main abhi uljhan mein hi thi ke usi waqt Anila aa gayi aur wo apne roz ke tym se 15 minute qabal thi. Ab maine Boss ke room se Bahar nikalne ka faisla kiya. Anila jaise hi washroom gayi main Boss ke room se nikal kar apni seat per aa gayi. Achcha hua Arif ne mujhe Boss ke kamre se nikalte nahi dekha varna pata nahi kya sochta. Anila jab washroom se aayi to mujhe dekh kar hairaan hote huye boli Saiqa aaj tum itni jaldi. Maine fouri bahana banakar boli vo aaj Rehan ke school mein parents meeting thi isliye jaldi ghar se nikalna pada ammi kahin ja nahi sakti isliye bahar ke sabhi kaam mujhe hi dekhne padte hain, school se Seedha yahi aa gayi. Vo muttmayin hote huye boli oh to ye baat hai.

                   Phir vo apne kaam mein busy ho gayi. Jab mujhe laga ke Anila ka pura dhayan apne kaam mein hai to maine chupke se apne meiz ki nichli daraaz khol kar dekha aur ye dekh kar mere hath paanv thande ho gaye ki vo lifafa vahan nahi tha. Ya khudaya ye kya maajra hai vo lifafa kahan gaya. Mujhse ek bahut badi galti ho gayi thi mujhe daftar mein aate hi pehle apni daraaz check karni chahiye thi . Matlab saaf tha ke vo khat kal Sham ko mere chor kar jane ke baad hi nikaala ja chuka tha. Kal sham jab main daftar se nikli thi to Arif ke alawa pura staff daftar mein moujood tha. Ye baat to taiy thi ke vo lifafa kal sham ko hi nikaala gaya tha jabki us vakt Arif chutti karke daftar se ja chuka tha. Ab Arif ke lifafa nikalne ki ek surat ho sakti hai ki vo mere jane ke baad vapis daftar aaya ho. Maine lunch mein Samshad khan se akele mein Arif ke bare mein poocha kyunki shamshad khan daftar mein 8 baje tak rukta tha magar uska Jawab mujhe mayoos kar gaya ke Arif dobara daftar wapis nahi aaya tha. Main paeshan thi ke aakhir wo kaun hai kahin wo Babar ali to nahi kyunke wo ye kaam nahi kar sakta aesa naamumkin bhi to nahi tha.

                Kya chakkar hai aur wo khat aakhir kab aur kaise ghayab huwa, sochte sochte sir dukhne laga to main 4 baje hi ghar wapis aa gayi. Agle din subah daftar pahunchi to aadat ke mutabiq apni meiz ki daraaz kholi to ek gulabi lifafa mera mooh chidha raha tha. Maine ehtiyaat nahi barti lifafa nikala aur Aur padhne lagi JANEMAN SAIQA ! AADAB saiqa ji aur saiqa jaan bahut ho gaya ab janeman kehne ko ji chahta hai. Isliye is betakallufi se mukhatib ho raha houn. Aapka rakha safeid lifafa maine haasil kar liya tha. Magar ye kya ! Aapne khali lifafa band kar diya khair koi baat nahi. Aaj khali khat rakha hai to kal bhara hua bhi rakheingi. Rakheingi na ? Meri jaan ab main aapke baghair zinda nahi reh sakta mere sabr ko aur na aazmayein. Kahin main aapki is aazmaish mein apni jaan se hi hath na Dho baithon. Kehte hain doodh ka jala chaach bhi phoonk phoonk kar pita hai. Mere sath bhi kuch aesa hi muaamla hai. Main apne seene per mohabbat ka daagh khaye baitha hoon. Umeed hai aap is daagh ko kuredne ki bajai us per apni mohabbat ka narm phaya rakheingi. Main aapse mohabbat ki bheek mangta hoon. Aap kabhi jaan nahi sakti ke main aapse kitni mohabbat karta hoon ek chota sa saboot pesh e khidmat hai. Main tamam khatraat aur zillat ko mol lekar is khat mein apna naam zahir kar raha hoon Pehle bhi is daftar mein meri mohabbat ka mazaaq udaaya ja chuka hai. Aap bhi agar yahi kareingi to mere pass jaan dene ke siwa koi raasta nahi reh jayega. Mujhe umeed hai aap aesi patthar dil nahi hongi aur meri sachchi aur begharz mohabbat ka jawaab mohabbat se deingi FAQT AAPKE JAWAAB KA MUNTAZIR- ARIF MEHMOOD.


         Ye khat padhte hi mere tan badan mein aag lag gayi. Lagta tha mera dimaagh phatt jayega. Main baar baar khooni nigahon se Arif ko dekh rahi thi per kuch faisla nahi kar pa rahi thi ke Mujhe fouri taur per kaun sa qadam uthana chahiye. Zehan mein ek khayaal ye aa raha tha ki abhi jakar Arif ko beiizzat kar doon aur hall mein mojood sare staff ko uske kartoot se aagaah kar doon. Lekin uske sath ye soch bhi chal rahi thi ki mujhe is mauqe per sabr aur bardasht ka muzahira karte huye dimaagh ko thanda rakhna chahiye aur soch samajh kar hi koi qadam uthana chahiye. Main abhi koi faisla nahi kar pahi thi ki 11 baje Tajammul sahab daftar mein Daakhil huye. Anila ne unhe hamesha ki tarah salaam kiya. Magar main apni andarooni toot foot ki vajah se unhein salam na kar saki. Vo teiz kadamon se chalte huye apne kamre mein dakhil ho gaye. Agle lamhe hi mera bulawa aa gaya. Main andar pahunchi to unhone mujhe sir se pair tak dekhte huye poocha ab tumhari tabiyat kaisi hai? Maine kaha theek hoon sir. Mujhe yad aaya kal main tabiyat ki kharabi ka bahana banakar jaldi chutti lekar chali gayi thi. Shayad isliye vo mujhse meri tabiyat ka haal Chaal pooch rahe the. Maine chehre per zabardasti muskrahat sajate huye kaha, kal zara sir mein dard tha ab theek hoon. 

                   To unhone mere chehre pe nazre jamate huye kaha,"theek shaklein aesi nahi hoti." Main chounki aur poocha kya hua hai meri shakal ko sir? Poore 12 baje hain we sanjeedagi se bole. Mum . . .main . . . Theek . . .Maine haklaate huye apne aapko sambhalna chaha per pata nahi kis tarah aanso beh nikle. Mujhe yun laga ke maine aur bardaasht kiya to mera vajood phatt jaega.Main hichkiyan leine lagi mujhe us waqt khud per qaabo nahi raha tha. Boss apni seat se uthkar khade ho gaye aur mere qareeb aakar mere shanon ko thaamte huye bole,"kya baat hai Saiqa ! Tum sakht preshan nazar aa rahi ho tumhari ammi ki tabiyyat to theek hai na? Unhone itni shafqat se poocha ke zabt ke sare band toot gaye aur main bilak bilak kar rone lagi. Unhone mujhe sahara dekar kursi per bithaya aur tassaliyan dene lage. Main aur bardasht nahi kar saki aur aanso bahate huye poori baat *Unko bata di. Ek ek lamhe ki tafseel main unhe bata chuki to unhone gambheer lehje mein poocha wo tamaam khat tumhare pas moujood hain? Maine jawab diya,"aakhri khat mere purse mein hai aur pehlewale ghar per." wo sanjeedagi se bole tum purse wala khat mere hawale karo aur mere driver ke saath jakar ghar se tamaam khat bhi le aao.

                   Maine chounk kar poocha Sir aap kya karne ka irada rakhte hain to unhone do toak lehje mein kaha ke jo bhi karoonga apne daftar ki behtari ke liye karoonga. Main Fouran bahar jaakar apne pursewala khat nikaal kar Boss ko de aayi aur phir driver ke sath ghar chali gayi. Aadhe gante baad main dobara Boss ke kamre mein mojood thi. Tamaam khaton ko ghaur se padhne ke baad unhone Arif ko apne kamre mein bula liya aur wo khat usey dikhate huye zehrile lehje mein bole,"to tum apni harkaton se baaz nahi aaye" wo hakka bakka un khaton ko padhne laga. Mujhe is douran uske chehre per hadd darja hairat mehsoos huyi. Thodi deir baad usne bari bari swaaliya nazroun se Mujhe aur Boss ko dekha. Tajammul hussain ne sakht lehje mein poocha - kya kehte ho in khaton ke bare mein." "S. . . SS. . . SIR main kya keh sakta hoon wo haklaya. "Gadhe ke bachche maine tumhein pehle sirf is shart per muaaf kar diya tha ke aainda tum aesi koi neech harkat nahi karoge magar tum kutte ki dum ki tarah tedhe hi rahoge, Boss ne ye sab lagbag cheekhte huye kaha. Wo gidgidaya sir main in sab khaton ke bare mein kuch nahi janta shayad kisi ne mere khilaaf saazish ki hai. Tajammul Hussain dahaade ,"Tum bakwaas karte ho, main tumhari tehreer ko pehchanta hoon. Ye khat tumne hi likhe hain.

                Aur rahi saazish ki baat to main tumhari baat maan nahi sakta. Miss Saiqa ko is daftar mein aaye huye bahut kam arsa hua hai. Ise bhala tumse kya dushmani ho sakti hai. Tumhari tehreer is baat ka saboot hai ke tum ek martaba phir ghatiya harkat per uttar aaye ho. " Main qasam khata hoon sir maine Miss Saiqa ko kisi qisam ke koi khat nahi likhe" Arif ki aawaaz dard mein doobi aur lehja *Toota hua tha-main to khud heraan hoon ke ye khat meri tehreer se kitne milte julte hain." Milte julte nahi balke tumne hi apni tehreer mein tabdili karke inhein likha.. Boss ghusse mein bole mujhe bevaqoof banane ki koshish na karo, abhi to maine tumhein sirf naukri se nikalne ka faisla kiya hai. Agar tumne zyada chalaki dikhane ki koshish ki to seedha jail mein band karwa doonga. Wo rote huye lehze mein bola, Aap meri baat ka yaqeen karein ye khat ya is qisam ke kisi khat se mera koi wasta nahi *Ye baat to tumne us waqt bhi kahi thi jab Miss Varda wala muaamla saamne aaya tha magar baad mein joote khane per tumne har baat qubool kar li thi .Tajammul hussain ne usey kha jane wali nazaron se dekha. SIR ! us waqt mujhse bhool ho gayi thi. Maine waqaiyi Varda sahiba se ishq ladaane ki koshish ki thi aur unhein chand mohabbat bhare khat bhi likhe the lekin Miss Saiqa ke muaamle mein mera koi hath nahi hai yaqeen janein main beqasoor hoon .

                Ye sarasar kisi ghalatfehmi ka natija hai aap mujh Per eitbaar kyun nahi karte Sir. "Tum ek martaba apna eitbaar kho chuke ho ahmaq insaan ! maine tumhein muaaf karte huye naukri per bahaal rakha bus , yahi ghalti ho gayi mujhse magar main ye ghalti nahi dohrahunga. Tum isi waqt mere daftar se chalte bano. Kal tankhwaah to tum le hi chuke ho isliye accountant ke pas jane ki zaroorat nahi Now you get lost, Boss ne hiqarat se kaha Reham Sir ! Please mera yaqeen karein. Tajammul hussain uski baat kat'te huye intihayi nafrat se bole ke agar tum chahte ho ke main tumein police ke hawaale na karoon to pehli fursat mein meri nazroun se door ho jao. Mere dil mein aur daftar mein tumhare liye ab koi jagah nahi rahi. Wo kisi haare huye juaaari ki tarah gardan jhuka kar kamre se nikal gaya.
             
                 Arif ke jane ke baad Tajammul hussain ne mujhe maazi ki us harkat ke baare mein bataya jo Arif ne unki secretary Varda ke sath ki thi. Varda ke sath bhi Arif ko ishq ho gaya tha. Is aflatooni mohabbat mein Arif ne Varda ko bhi kuch isi tarah ke khat likhe the. Kuch arse bahd Varda ne job chod di . Ye taqreeban ek saal pehle ki baat thi. Dusre din daftari muamlaat routine per aa gaye. Chand roz baad Arif ki jagah ek doosre shaqs ko rakh liya gaya. Kuch arse baad main is waqeha ko bhool hi gayi Char saal bahd ek aesi sansani kheiz baat mujhe maloom huyi. Is duraan Anila daftar chod kar ja chuki thi aur uski jagah ek nayi typist daftar mein aa gayi thi. Anila ko daftar chor kar gaye 2 saal se zyada arsa guzar gaya tha. Ek roz Anila se meri mulaaqaat ho gayi. Is dauraan uski shadi ho chuki thi. Vo apne shouhar ke saath shopping ke liye aayi thi. Hamare beech purani baatein chidd gayi. Baaton hi baaton mein Anila ne kaha- aaj main tumhein ek mazedaar baat batati hoon.

                  Char saal baad ek aesi sansani kheiz baat mujhe maloom huyi. Main uska mooh takne lagi to usne suspence paida karte huye kaha-yaar vo apne daftar mein ek shaqs tha na Arif mehmood. Arey vahi jisne tumhein ishqiya khat likhe the. Haan haan maine haan mein sir hilaya. Main Arif ko kaise bhool sakti thi kya hua Arif ko jab maine usse poocha to Usne khoye khoye lafzon mein kaha Maine usse apni dost ka intqaam le liya. Uski baat meri samajh mein nahi aayi, maine poocha-- kaisi dost kaisa intqaam? Wo boli shayad tumhein maloom nahi ki Varda meri bahut gehri dost thi. Usne Arif ke khaton wale muaamle ki wajah se hi naukri chodi thi. Baad mein wo waqeyaa uski qismat se chipat kar reh gaya tha. Un khaton ki baat ki shohrat itni zyada ho gayi thi ki Varda ki shadi khataayi mein pad gayi thi. Bzaahir ye mamooli sa waqeya tha magar Varda itni hassaas thi ke usne is baat ko Dil ka rog bana liya tha. Bus maine Arif se Varda ka intqaam liya.

                 Meri dost ko nafsiyaati mareez bananewale shaqs ko main kaise muaaf kar sakti thi. Main Anila ki baat sunkar bhi kuch nahi samjhi thi. Mere lehje mein hairat thi, tumne Arif se kis tarah intqaam liya? Wo thehre huye lehje mein boli-Arif ne waqaiyi tumhein koi khat nahi likhe the. Ye sab meri karastani thi. Main dusroun ki tehreer ki naqal karne mein mahir hoon. Maine Arif ki tehreer mein tumhein ishqiya khat likh kar Wo natija hasil kar liya jo main chahti thi. Arif ko buri tarah beizzat karke daftar se nikala gaya to mera intqaam poora ho gaya. "Oh mere khuda" maine dono hathon se apna sir tham liya. Main khayaaloun ki bhool bhulaiyaan mein kho jati agar Anila ka shauhar baland aawaaz mein usey na pukaarta. Wo Anila se keh raha tha ke bhai kya yahin khade khade sari baatein kar logi apni dost ko ghar chalne ko nahi kahogi aakhir 4 saal baad mil rahi ho 
                                    Mujhse apne shauhar ka tarrufff karwate huye wo is baat ka zikr kar chuki thi. Anila ne mujhe dahwat di, aao Saiqa hum ghar chalte hain. Dheroun baatein kareinge. Magar maine uski dahwat ko khoobsurti se taal diya. Usne jo bataya tha vo dheroun baatoun per bhari tha, Is baat ko ek saal ho chuka hai main Anila se dobara kabhi milna nahi chahoongi. Anila ke liye mere dil mein wo muqaam nahi raha jo mukhlis dostoun ka hota hai. Arif ab kahan hain nahi janti magar Meri ye tehreer agar unki nazroun se guzre to mujhse zaroor raabta karein. Meri wajah se jo zillat unhein uthani padi uske liye wo mujhe muaaf kar dein main usi daftar mein ab bhi kaam karti hoon........ 

   

4 comments:

  1. Anonymous4/04/2012

    Bahut lengthy ho gayi na Reena g.....

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  2. adarshsethi688/27/2012

    Mujhe to TV Serial hi lagi.

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